Busy for once

Ive actually been so busy with school and everything else going on in my life, I haven't had much time for writing. To be honest, it's really sadening me, because writing is love and I enjoy it.

I probably wont write as much, because school comes first and I'm striving to get straight A's for myself and my family. I really want to do good this year.

Writing comes second, but it's neck and neck with homework :)
Writing is what keeps me chill, calm, and collected.

I cant even finish because I have to go do something. Busy, busy, busy.
I need more time just for writing, writing, school, family and friends is all I care about, I don't care about anything else, honestly.

People pray for money, and all other material things.
I pray for time.

At this point, I'm desperate for time.

Life has never been so complicated

I sit and wonder why my life has become so complicated, people have turn against me (I will not say any names), these are all rhetorical questions, which means I'm not looking for any answers. I just cant imagine this ever happening, especially to me. What is going on? What did I do to diserve this?

If only you felt my pain, if only you knew what I go through. I speak these emotional loaded words to myself, I vent through my writings.

Maybe it's best if I get away, from all the negative energy. I try my hardest to stay positive, I really do. I know it's not to noticeable, but I do try my hardest.

I need a constant support system. When I say constant I mean a support system that doesn't quit.

I am my own support system, maybe I should have a back up.

Then again maybe not.

Journalist; is that what I am?

I feel I've wrote a lot, learned a lot but will continue to learn more and more enough to call myself a Journalist. I continue to say "I want to be a Journalist", "My dream is to be a Journalist".

My family and friends consider me as a Journalist, so why not go with the flow and call myself a Journalist? The things I say and the words I use are interesting, meaningful, and catchy.

Journalist - It's what I am and want to be for the rest of my life. I believe I've found my passion, I believe I was destined to be a Journalist, it'll always be with me, I will always love to write, nothing, I mean nothing will change that.

I've come to the conclusion that I was born to do this. Once I discovered writing I knew it was the best thing that happened to me. I knew I would love it, I knew it would soon be my passion.

I love writing, and I am a Journalist.

Love

Unconditional?
Everlasting?

We say love is those two things. Well, is it in fact true that it's everlasting and unconditional?
I say it's not, I say it's a bunch of bull that people believe.

Of course love is a good feeling to have, but it isn't always last and it's not always unconditional. Your a lucky person if your love last and stay good and great. I've been in relationships not many, but enough to know that they don't last, well lets just say love doesn't come my way, not yet anyway.

I see couples laughing, smiling, and fighting.
Love is never unconditional, it's common sense.