Your visiting family, haven't seen them in a while (since the last holiday). The first thing they ask:
"What are your plans after high school?" My answer: "My plans? Are you kidding me? I'm still young. I need to plan for that already?"
Well, I've come to realize when you get older things don't just fall in place the way you like, life becomes harder, and it'll get harder and harder as the world advances. Well, I seem to never have a complete answer when being asked: "What are you plans after high school?" But, I seemed to have summed it up. I thought I wanted to be a lawyer when I was about 11 years old. I come to realize it's just not for me. Do we ever even figure out what we are destined to do?
I have a passion for many things, but my strongest passion is writing, and I express that through these blogs. I love sitting at my computer and typing what comes off the top of my head. So does this mean I'm destined to be a writer? Or is this in fact a phase? I can not answer that, yet. All I know is that I do enjoy writing, I do enjoy the feeling it brings, a feeling that is indescribable yet amazing.
I just wish my family (my mom to be specific) would understand what I want in life, what I aim to succeed in, what I enjoy. I want to make her proud, and I will once I publish my first book. I want her to see that it's my strongest passion, and I'm struggling to do things to make her happy.
"Sport's isn't my life, mom. Writing is my life"
I need support, love, and caring people behind me one-hundred percent. I need someone to keep me going, to fulfill this "dream."
I need you mom, your the only one that I understand, and can listen to. Help me fulfill this dream, guide me in the right path to do so, I don't have all the knowledge, but soon I will, with your help and others of course.
I hope people understand that writing is my strongest passion, and that will never change, it'll always be there.
Saturday, March 29, 2008
Monday, March 24, 2008
March 23, 2008
It was indeed Easter, but something more amazing happened than just hunting eggs. I woke up at 6 o'clock ready for church. It wasn't just some ordinary church, it was better than that, I use to go to church and I would never actually understand it, because the way they worded things. But, this time, I understood and took it in word for word. The whole time he talked about giving your life to god, being peculiar, finances, and being proud to be a Christian.
Well, before church was over, he asked "who want's to give their life to god today?"
I've never gave my life to him, I've never knew how to really. So he made us repeat after him and say a passage that will let god know you want to be reborn (start fresh), be happy all the time, etc. So I said the passage, then he gave out bibles. I haven't opened it yet, but I'll get to it. It was just amazing.
That day, I spent the whole day with my family, we had a good time, but what was even better, I felt good, and like I was starting over, like it was a new start.
Well, before church was over, he asked "who want's to give their life to god today?"
I've never gave my life to him, I've never knew how to really. So he made us repeat after him and say a passage that will let god know you want to be reborn (start fresh), be happy all the time, etc. So I said the passage, then he gave out bibles. I haven't opened it yet, but I'll get to it. It was just amazing.
That day, I spent the whole day with my family, we had a good time, but what was even better, I felt good, and like I was starting over, like it was a new start.
Sunday, March 2, 2008
Oridinary Day
I woke up Saturday morning at 6am. It wasn't so bright, nor so dark. I wanted a picture of some coyotes, their usually out around 6. Where I live there's nothing but pretty trees, landscapes and wild life, and I don't have a car so I cant drive to town. That sorta explains why I have so many pictures of landscapes and wild life (animals).
Well, I went for a walk down the street, haven't seen a coyote in sight yet. I started to get frustrated because it was freezing. I thought well maybe their further down the street, so, I kept walking. I saw this immaculate tree. I thought to my self, well it looks very unique with the pond in the background. What I found out about this tree is that bee's like to buzz around it in the spring.
Then I thought, well I love the tree, but you cant really notice it in my photograph, so I went ahead and took a up close picture of the tree. Enjoy.
I thought to myself, these coyotes aren't out today, so I started to walk back. I saw this pack of yellow flowers, then I saw one, a little ways from the pack of flowers. It amazed me how the tips of the grass were wet and the little flower in the background.
I kept on walking, saw a white tree in my brother's friends yard. I walked towards it and it got beautifuler every step I took. Sorry that I didn't get a close up on this one.
Well, I went for a walk down the street, haven't seen a coyote in sight yet. I started to get frustrated because it was freezing. I thought well maybe their further down the street, so, I kept walking. I saw this immaculate tree. I thought to my self, well it looks very unique with the pond in the background. What I found out about this tree is that bee's like to buzz around it in the spring.
Then I thought, well I love the tree, but you cant really notice it in my photograph, so I went ahead and took a up close picture of the tree. Enjoy. 
I thought to myself, these coyotes aren't out today, so I started to walk back. I saw this pack of yellow flowers, then I saw one, a little ways from the pack of flowers. It amazed me how the tips of the grass were wet and the little flower in the background.
I kept on walking, saw a white tree in my brother's friends yard. I walked towards it and it got beautifuler every step I took. Sorry that I didn't get a close up on this one.
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