Strongest Passion

Your visiting family, haven't seen them in a while (since the last holiday). The first thing they ask:
"What are your plans after high school?" My answer: "My plans? Are you kidding me? I'm still young. I need to plan for that already?"

Well, I've come to realize when you get older things don't just fall in place the way you like, life becomes harder, and it'll get harder and harder as the world advances. Well, I seem to never have a complete answer when being asked: "What are you plans after high school?" But, I seemed to have summed it up. I thought I wanted to be a lawyer when I was about 11 years old. I come to realize it's just not for me. Do we ever even figure out what we are destined to do?

I have a passion for many things, but my strongest passion is writing, and I express that through these blogs. I love sitting at my computer and typing what comes off the top of my head. So does this mean I'm destined to be a writer? Or is this in fact a phase? I can not answer that, yet. All I know is that I do enjoy writing, I do enjoy the feeling it brings, a feeling that is indescribable yet amazing.

I just wish my family (my mom to be specific) would understand what I want in life, what I aim to succeed in, what I enjoy. I want to make her proud, and I will once I publish my first book. I want her to see that it's my strongest passion, and I'm struggling to do things to make her happy.

"Sport's isn't my life, mom. Writing is my life"

I need support, love, and caring people behind me one-hundred percent. I need someone to keep me going, to fulfill this "dream."

I need you mom, your the only one that I understand, and can listen to. Help me fulfill this dream, guide me in the right path to do so, I don't have all the knowledge, but soon I will, with your help and others of course.

I hope people understand that writing is my strongest passion, and that will never change, it'll always be there.