God created me, I came out of my mom's wound, but I make myself. Who I am today is because of me. My mom taught me respect and discipline. But, I made myself who I am today.
- The way I dress.
- The way I do my hair,
- The earings I wear
The way I am today is because I chose to be this way, It should only effect me, no one else.
It's okay to worry. Don't worry about the way I make myself.
Myself,
Myself,
Myself,
Thats the key,
Let me do me,
and you do you.
Thursday, July 31, 2008
Walk Day
I walk and I write, to my left I glance at the water. Cows and horses in the fields. I write as loud music blast through my headphones. Hand writing is at it's worst. The road gets smaller as I look farther down.
As I walk I think about the things my mom said as she lectured me. As much as I wish it wasn't true, everything she said was so true I couldn't believe it.
I kick rocks as I walk, even though I'm writing, looking, observing, listening to music, boredom still beats me.
As I reach my destination I stop, sit, and then write.
I will walk morning and night, when temperatures our at it's lowest.
I walk and write,
I sit and write,
I dream and write,
I sleep and write,
I never stop writing.
As I walk I think about the things my mom said as she lectured me. As much as I wish it wasn't true, everything she said was so true I couldn't believe it.
I kick rocks as I walk, even though I'm writing, looking, observing, listening to music, boredom still beats me.
As I reach my destination I stop, sit, and then write.
I will walk morning and night, when temperatures our at it's lowest.
I walk and write,
I sit and write,
I dream and write,
I sleep and write,
I never stop writing.
"The Thrill" Feeling
Your in line to ride the scariest roller coaster in the amusement park, once you get in the front of the line and it's your turn to ride the roller coaster, your neurons start racing through your body at speeds you wouldn't imagine.
That feeling I just described is the feeling I get when I'm writing in my journal, or typing in this blog. I described it as best as I could, I just love that feeling, and I love writing.
Once I publish my first book or get the job as a journalist for AP MAGAZINE, I will feel that exact feeling once more.
Little time = less words.
That feeling I just described is the feeling I get when I'm writing in my journal, or typing in this blog. I described it as best as I could, I just love that feeling, and I love writing.
Once I publish my first book or get the job as a journalist for AP MAGAZINE, I will feel that exact feeling once more.
Little time = less words.
Title Goes Here
There's no title because I just felt like writing off topic.
Family time is so valuable, I don't think I've thanked my family enough for all the things they have done for me.
My sister sent me a email about a passage that her professor said in her class. I related to it so much, it was like I felt the exact same way her professor did.
I watch a movie over and over again, every change I get, I don't own this movie, so I cant watch it as much as I'd like. This movie is called INTO THE WILD. Fantastic film, in fact I can really relate. Alexander Supertramp goes on a journey to Alaska, and he's going so when he returns he can write about his travels and adventures. I wish I could travel some where so I can write about the adventures etc.
I sit in my backyard and write as I do now, It's relaxing and quiet and helps me think. I've finally relized writing is more than a passion.
Family time is so valuable, I don't think I've thanked my family enough for all the things they have done for me.
My sister sent me a email about a passage that her professor said in her class. I related to it so much, it was like I felt the exact same way her professor did.
I watch a movie over and over again, every change I get, I don't own this movie, so I cant watch it as much as I'd like. This movie is called INTO THE WILD. Fantastic film, in fact I can really relate. Alexander Supertramp goes on a journey to Alaska, and he's going so when he returns he can write about his travels and adventures. I wish I could travel some where so I can write about the adventures etc.
I sit in my backyard and write as I do now, It's relaxing and quiet and helps me think. I've finally relized writing is more than a passion.
Realization
Coming to an understanding is the hardest thing for me, myself to do. Now that I have grown and continue to grow it only gets harder. Realizing what's wrong and what's right is always easy to figure out, but realizing what your destined to do in life is rather difficult and challenging.
First Step: Coming to an understanding, is the 1st step in realization.
I cant go further into the steps because I haven't got pass the first step. It's honestly harder than I though it would be. It's a challenge I soon will overcome, like when you first learn how to ride a bike without training wheels.
I need a guide, a guide who will show me the way to understanding. I say this because it's such a difficult challenge, and I may not be able to overcome this challenge without the help and support of others. Others as in family and friends. But what if my family doesn't approve or agree with my dream or if my friends aren't enough of a support system to guide me in the correct path. Family is the biggest support system anyone could ever ask for, that is what I need to guide me. The answer to come to a understanding and reaching a realization is a guide.
First Step: Coming to an understanding, is the 1st step in realization.
I cant go further into the steps because I haven't got pass the first step. It's honestly harder than I though it would be. It's a challenge I soon will overcome, like when you first learn how to ride a bike without training wheels.
I need a guide, a guide who will show me the way to understanding. I say this because it's such a difficult challenge, and I may not be able to overcome this challenge without the help and support of others. Others as in family and friends. But what if my family doesn't approve or agree with my dream or if my friends aren't enough of a support system to guide me in the correct path. Family is the biggest support system anyone could ever ask for, that is what I need to guide me. The answer to come to a understanding and reaching a realization is a guide.
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
Insomnia
Insomnia - Chronic inability to fall asleep or remain asleep for an adequate length of time
For the last few days and nights, I've probably only gotten about 3 hours of sleep each night.
Honestly, I kind of enjoyed not sleeping, only because I'd have more time to write, without being bothered. But then, I started thinking soon this Insomnia stage will become a problem and I will never be able to sleep. That wouldn't be so enjoyable. If it did get to the point where I couldn't sleep at all, I'd probably be prescribed Ambien, Lunesta, etc. Mediations that will basically put me to sleep.
This is unbelievable, indescribable, and interesting.
A sleep disorder? This is completely astonishing. It's so astonishing I can't believe it.
Who discovered this? Are they serious? A sleeping disorder? How do you even retrieve the symptoms of insomnia? Sleep is too important, isn't it? Why does their have to be some disorder for all the important things you need in life?
If I do in fact have insomnia, I can predict that my book that I've been planning to write with be written in the matter of months.
Insomnia? Basically a sleeping disorder.
For the last few days and nights, I've probably only gotten about 3 hours of sleep each night.
Honestly, I kind of enjoyed not sleeping, only because I'd have more time to write, without being bothered. But then, I started thinking soon this Insomnia stage will become a problem and I will never be able to sleep. That wouldn't be so enjoyable. If it did get to the point where I couldn't sleep at all, I'd probably be prescribed Ambien, Lunesta, etc. Mediations that will basically put me to sleep.
This is unbelievable, indescribable, and interesting.
A sleep disorder? This is completely astonishing. It's so astonishing I can't believe it.
Who discovered this? Are they serious? A sleeping disorder? How do you even retrieve the symptoms of insomnia? Sleep is too important, isn't it? Why does their have to be some disorder for all the important things you need in life?
If I do in fact have insomnia, I can predict that my book that I've been planning to write with be written in the matter of months.
Insomnia? Basically a sleeping disorder.
Friday, July 18, 2008
Journalism
Process of collecting, writing, editing, and publishing news.
I googled Journalist and many types came up such as:
- Broadcast Journalist, Fashion Journalist, etc.
I never really pin-pointed what type of a Journalist I wanted to be, well I knew I always wanted to work for AP MAG, but I started thinking I need a plan b, just in case.
All I know is that I love to write, about anything and everything, writing is just my passion, and I'm willing to get off my butt and be dedicated to become a journalist, and if that statement right there doesn't let you know this is my passion, I don't know how else to tell you.
I've realized some people are not to happy about me wanting to be a journalist, and some are delighted that that's what I want to become.
I'm done with worrying about what people think about what I want to be in life, because in the end, I have to stick to my career, and I plan to.
Maybe I want to write for a magazine, maybe I'll be a novelist, maybe I will travel the world, and then write about that, whatever I'm doing and it's related to writing about someone interesting, I will love to do it over and over again.
Now do you believe that Journalism is my one true passion?
Whether you like it or not, it's what I'm striving to be, and soon it'll be who I am.
I googled Journalist and many types came up such as:
- Broadcast Journalist, Fashion Journalist, etc.
I never really pin-pointed what type of a Journalist I wanted to be, well I knew I always wanted to work for AP MAG, but I started thinking I need a plan b, just in case.
All I know is that I love to write, about anything and everything, writing is just my passion, and I'm willing to get off my butt and be dedicated to become a journalist, and if that statement right there doesn't let you know this is my passion, I don't know how else to tell you.
I've realized some people are not to happy about me wanting to be a journalist, and some are delighted that that's what I want to become.
I'm done with worrying about what people think about what I want to be in life, because in the end, I have to stick to my career, and I plan to.
Maybe I want to write for a magazine, maybe I'll be a novelist, maybe I will travel the world, and then write about that, whatever I'm doing and it's related to writing about someone interesting, I will love to do it over and over again.
Now do you believe that Journalism is my one true passion?
Whether you like it or not, it's what I'm striving to be, and soon it'll be who I am.
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